Current mood:

worried

Sorry for being absent...
I'm so sorry ><;;;; I've been absent for so long lacking in the LJ/GJ love (again) DDDDD: Please forgive me!

Ah... But I'm sure no one even checks or remembers me haha >>;;;;;;;

Anyway, this summer was pretty bad for me. I was taking summer courses, working and not taking very good care of my health I guess =_=;;; I ended up having to go to the hospital because I was nearly fainting when at work. Turns out I had a bad case of dehydration. I lost a lot of weight because of it too u_u;;; The heat here was so bad this summer that I was exhausted when I got out of work/class that I wouldn't eat healthy. But I've recovered (mostly) and am working on taking better care of myself. And then when my segment 1 classes ended I went into what I guess was a depression. I did horrible in my last few rolls of film for my Black and White Photography class and with my health being so low I was moody and generally depressed. But again I believe I was able to fix it and overcome my problems.

Now school's started again and I've already dropped a class, taking me to 12 credits. The class I dropped seemed way too far over my head and I felt confused all the time. So I'm planning on taking it after I take a basic class first in the topic.

I've been addicted to my DA still so you can constantly keep an eye on what updates I do make by looking here: http://maeoneechan.deviantart.com/journal/ if you want :3 You can also see my crappy art and writing there too if you ever get bored and want to burn your eyes lol XD;;

I miss you guys, even if you don't remember me. But I just didn't really have the kick to update and felt a little discombobulated for a while...

If it makes any difference... I GOT A DOG. *w* His name is Jun and its Japanese for "pure/innocent" ;D I got his name as a joke from a co-worker since I go by the name "Mae" which sounds like "May"... So he said I should name my dog "June" but I changed it to "Jun" because its better and not as girly...? XD;;

He's cute but clingy o _ o;;